...as much as you say you don't want the drama...you want the drama..I get it..I completely get it. When living with it for so long..it changes your DNA..your body craves it. I actually feel some withdrawal from it sometimes...and other times..I feel like I can breath again.
Grit- love some of the newer Eddie Vedder too (society)..and love just about anything acoustic. I am music OBSESSED...my entire life- unfortunately I wasn't blessed with any musical abilities. I cant whistle and am completely tone DEAF...cannot even get a good snap out of my fingers... I did play a mean trumpet in grammar school..until I realized it wasn't cool to be in the band anymore..and got braces which made it painful to play...That doesn't stop me from belting out Beyonce's Irreplaceable while cruising around SOLO in my car. Emphasis on solo.