WOW..........Kaw...the question about making a fool of myself made me think real hard..and I had to re-read it several times slowly!

I guess you are right..I am beginning to get tired and starting to feel like h..that there is nothing left to save.

You really have made me think..THANK YOU...I don't want to give up..at least not yet...before reading this, I was going to tell my Pastor that I am ready to give him a d, because he seems to want that..I am not going to think that way anymore...I need to keep taking care of me..I need to build my pma and realize it ain't over till it's over..and then it isn't over!

You have helped me..again KAW..


Sue