Thanks gals...just leaving to go to MIL..did not know if h was going to pick me up..so I called and he said he was just going to meet me there..a first...why do I let these little things get me down..after church this morning he seemed so distance..but sure can be up and bubbley around others..I know I should "act as if" we will be together again..believe me I have been that way for a year...but recently I sense he wants out for what he seems for sure.
The pastor did say she had not forgotten that I wanted to talk..sais when I was ready to call..so I said "how about Wed. morning before work"..now I wonder what do I say..what do I ask her...I believe h has talked to her, but she is not going to tell me, and of course I don't want her to..maybe he has said things that he assumes I feel, and by her hearing both sides and their feelings, she can intervene or help out..who knows..
I am going to inlaws and putting on my best smile..and tight jeans and sweater..I still have hopes h sees the new me..body and mind!!!!!!!!
