This is what the BB is for: venting! And we All know how you feel, we have all been there. It does get better.
I agree with T2, don't look for negatives, look at the positives. And put it in your mind that you can get back together with your H.
I never would have believed 8 months ago that I would be where I am now! So chin up, look how far I've come! It takes more patience than you thing you can dig up. But somewhere you will find the strength. Sometimes it will surprise you where you pull it up from!
So start "acting as if" you and your H will get back together! It has been working for me! It gives you a great state of mind, and in my case it is working!
So, by all means, vent here, rant and rave. We don't care, that's what we are here for!
