Thanks Shiny....I know i need to let it all out...let h know how I feel.
This a.m. at church we had a few minutes to talk..he mentioned that I had said I might get a new cover for sofa and that I really don't like the chairs we have, so he suggested that he would take the old and I could get new...so of course that brings me down a notch..why? could be he knows he does not want to be with me..could be his furniture is crap and ours is ok, but I am tired of it..want something new..could be..who knows..in my mind he is saying let's move on...in my mind..now that's where I do all this assuming...
So..I do need to talk to him We are going out to dinner as a family for dd birthday tonight, he was coming over early, so if no one else home..maybe I should bring it up..well see.
