Agreed Robx, I should have. Finally after lunch I caught her in the board room and told her I was going out to see one of our employee's band play tonight. I invited her (was that dumb? probably). She said no, not her thing. And said that it would be nice to talk sometime. I'm quite sure this will be the dreaded separation agreement talk. I can't do this yet. I've been riding the roller-coaster for a few weeks and right now I'm going down the hill. I have not reached the detachment phase yet and when I look into her eyes, all I see is who she was. Not good for being strong and keeping cool. I think I need medication to even the flow, the other things I'm doing are just barely keeping it under control. Again, this sucks. -Lost Dad
Me 44 Her BIG 40 D 13 D 11 S 9 M'd 14yrs not in love bomb Sept 09 Wanting Separation Jan 10 Me trying to DB I don't hate my wife. I hate what she is doing.
