Keep having mixed feelings on top of a very streeful week of training at work...
I sometimes feel like just telling h to move forward..get a d..then little things like at our Wed church dinners that I help at..he comes and pre pays for mine...when we are done serving and another friend and I sit at a different table..h gets up to leave..comes and talks about things..about our kids..house..goes and talks to some other people..THEN he gets a cup of coffee and comes and sits next to me...now if he really does not want me in his life...why sit with me...and I know him well enough that he is not trying to look good to anyone...most don't know we are even s..at least I don't think they do...
So I say a prayer and ask God to give him the happiness he is looking for and to give me the strength I need to survive no matter what.
Just when you think things are looking down..something positive happens and lift you up.. Sue
