Don't get me wrong, I have my down times too. Sometimes, my W will be in a good mood, sometimes for several days at a time. Then, BAM, back to the alien and stranger. Roller coaster, up and down. It will tear you up if you let it.
It's easy for me to say all of this. My W and I haven't had ANY R talk in about four months. I know she has noticed the changes in me. Actions, not words. You told her all that you need to. Now show her, and yourself, that you get it and you can handle anything she throws at you. Remember, don't believe anything she says right now, and only 50% of what you see.
