Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Hi trytryagain,

You are right that I do not want to be treated this way by my wife. It was not always this way, and I want my marriage to better that it was even in the good times. I am looking forward, not back. I know it may not end up that way.

I am having a hard time with the letting go because I do not want to even though I know I should. This is the difficult part for me. I thought I was, but I know I am not.

I am looking for a job daily. I can not volunteer with the finances and daycare costs. I put my kids first all the time. Maybe I have put everyone first that put me in the position that I am am right now. Who would have thought putting others first would end up with me in this situation.

I am panicking I know, but I have not let her know that I hope.