You are right. I don't think I will handle it well. How do I start to prepare myself for the possibility for her departure without giving the impression that I too want it to be over?? I will say I have done better recently reacting to her when she says she is leaving. I use to beg, then I would get upset and now I just ignore it even though it does get to me.
M: 27, W: 25 Together since: 01/31/00 M: 10/4/09 (8 Months) ILBNILWY: 01/24/10 EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted). Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10 Retrouvaille: 09/10/10