Oh forgot..last night his car was at church but he was not...of course I stew about it..wondering where he would go..called him today about some copies he is making for me, and said that I thought he was lost..as I saw the car, but not him..he just said he "had some things to tend to"..I asked if he made it to choir practice..he said "no"..I just dropped it, but it is eating at me where he was and with whom..and why..oh the bad things are creeping back.
I do know that the church sec has had some problems and that today the aty filed her d papers...so I read into that and say that he was with her last night...bad bad me...this is how I thought a year ago and thought I learned never ASSume..it will get you everytime..and another thing he does not have to tell me where he goes, sees, does..so I have to let it goooooooooooooooo!!!!
