I feel like I am back to square one.....this past year has been one of change and discovery....it is so great to hear that time is on my side...you guys can see things that I am missing sometimes..I just don't know anything new or different to work on...I am at a loss what to do for my r now. I can only continue to be me..

I talked to my friend at work and told her what h had said...she said "does he know how you really feel" no..cause I have not had a chance to really sit down and talk....she thinks if I don't tell him I still love him..would like to try to work at a new r..then maybe he is thinking that I really don't care......

will have to ponder more stuff...

Sue