I know they do now Mach1. I was on newcomers for the past year so I wasn't sure if this was a MLC or just his regular depression. I know I'm wasting a lot of time and energy, but just can't stop thinking about this whole mess. It consumes me all day at work and where ever I am. All I do is think and think. I'm so depressed that I'm on my 4th antidepressant and lost over 25lbs that I couldn't afford to lose.

I wish I was as strong as alot of the people on this site! I was always told that I was a strong person and thought I was until this bomb hit. I feel so weak!


M 41
H 35
D 12
S 18
Separated 11/08