LL..that is what i was planning on doing.....even if it took another 2 years...but with him bringing up the legal thing it is eating at me...it's like why bother, he seems to think a d is the right thing to do...he has blinders on.
But I am going to try and pick myself back up...I ain't about to slip too far back after coming this far. Do you think I need to talk to him again...let him know up front that I am not ready to proceed with d? I will not hold him back if he wants to file......I want us to remain friends no matter what...but should he know I need or want more time with things just the way they are? I knew a year ago this may be the journey, but as with all of us I kept a glimmer of hope..and I still do see a tiny flicker..I am just tired..
