Peacetoday, thank you for that post!!
I can't stop my subconcious-to-consciousness from doing what it does right now, and I know it will probably stop over time, but meantime it goes on and on and I'm getting afraid of going to sleep because of the feelings I have upon wakening. It is very encouraging to hear your story, and that you got through it like you did. I do have the same peace, with my 2 kids smile