She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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Peace i would never say those things to my W, that's why I wrote them here. I'm not stupid, I know better than to say things like this to her. I'm smart enough to write these things here, in my journal, or say them to someone other than my W.

Those were just some random thoughts that I had to write down so I could get them out of my head. Being that I still haven't been home to hear the reasons for this, all I can do is analyze.

I know my W still cares about me and loves me, but to what extent I don't know. I'm in Afghanistan and I rarely hear from her anymore unless the kids have done something. If she gets an uplifting email at work she sends them to me. i just don't know what to think.

I know I need to move on and make improvements, so I figured why wait until I get home to line up counseling. The sooner I start the sooner I'll be able to move forward.