Thanks for the response meg. It all makes allot of sense. i know it will be the end of the unknown, but the beginning of the next chapter. I'm sure my W is going through the same thing because she doesn't know how I'll be.
I do know that this won't break me or stop my life. However, it will cause me to change direction in life. the easier piece will be the fact that I'll be with my two beautiful daughters. Nothing will beat the feeling I'll have when I see those two again.
Things aren't going to get better overnight and I know that. I've already called and I have counseling set up for myself as soon as I get home. I don't want to wait on getting myself moving forward.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept