how do i keep my hope alive?

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thanks, lolawar. i'm in the NE, too. this weather sucks!!!

my H is often the one who contacts me, too, and like you, i don't want to contact him out of neediness. i HATE not having contact with him...not talking to him makes me feel like he will just forget all about me and move on.

i will try my best to find something positive to think about...i certainly dont' want to make my day any worse than it is by attracting MORE negative engergy! if i could only manage a genuine smile...

thanks!