It must be the weather..I am in the NE and I feel EXACTLY the same today. Blah!!!! I have felt good all week so this is kind of a set back. I have negative thoughts crowding my head today too. It started before I even woke up...had a dream of my H leaving me for the OW. VIVIDLY.
I haven't reached out to my H..but we haven't been NC.. he has been reaching out to me. I haven't heard from him today yet..but after that awful dream- I am fighting myself on contacting him. I am trying to remind myself that I want to contact him out of neediness..and that is not what I want to do.
When the negative thoughts surround you like a storm cloud..it is difficult to find something positive to think about..but that is exactly what needs to be done. People pick up on your negative energy..which often makes the day go from bad to worse. Try to be positive to attract some positive energy to move you out of the slump...that is my goal this morning...although I too would prefer to be curled up in bed.
