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[steady]

It's nice to see you whiskey. I've missed seeing you around. It's funny you mentioned that. I was sitting in my my little room in my brothers house and it hit me - here I am kind of isolated in this space, god I need to get out more...lol. So the answer is I haven't done much for me lately and it's something I need to change.

I've had a bumpy last few days getting caught up in the drama. It happens sometimes and makes for a bumpy road. I've pulled up and out of it now.

I know I wrote I have given up trying to save my M and I wanted to clarify that.

I stopped focusing on it and can now see issues my W would have to work on if we were to have any chance of getting back together. So my goal isn't to save my M but I wouldn't mind seeing some kind of miracle happen where she wakes up and takes care of her stuff...lol.

I want what I want but I'm not tied to an particular outcome.(for the most part)