Woke up and the first thought was W laying in bed w/ OM...UGH. stomach began to churn...
I fully embrace the aspect of A's being addictive and such- that's the only reason I believe there may be a day when W wakes up...
On the other hand- W's response to me a week ago was 'it must be hard when you're still in the R'
Anyway, not really going anywhere w/ any of this...I wish W were in her fog, maybe she is, maybe not...I am seeing my fog lift, as now I look back and see many of the bad aspects of our M...and seeing W in this light w/ no remorse or guilt helps me also to see her flaws and obv lack of integrity and honor...
It was very funny to me to see W- who collects religious figures...mostly Angels...come over wearing a huge cross around her neck, while committing adultery...what is that?
