Most of has, especially us that are new, we need hope.
I'm going to keep my word to my little MLC'er, because that's all I got.
In the mean time, I know what mistakes I made and what I'd like to do to make it better if given the chance.
So yeah I pray for her and a lot of other people.
In the mean time, I really am not afraid of anything, absolutely nothing. This was my worst fear and I am living throught it and I am not going to owe that entitled little MLC'er, nothing, I am even going to pay for her divorce, why?!
Real easy to prove a point, don't ever try to get over on a guy that gave everything and it still wasn't enough, I'm man enough to look at myself admit my faults, but all someone has in life is there word.
And more importantly to for myself, if a person does not have a goal to work for, man your dead, and don't set a date.
"Man's Search For Meaning" great book, someone can do what they want to us, we control how we let it affects us.
I want to prove to myself, I can rebuild with no ones help and my kids, I did what I said I'd do and more importantly I did not cut down their mom, like their mom did me.
Yes it hurts, it hurts like hell, but I am determined to show those kids and her what they are missing WHICH WAS Me, not the overworked,stressed out,person I was before.
