SCH, The first 3 months after the bomb were awful. First 4 days I didn't sleep or eat AT ALL. Then I went to the doctor and she gave me something to help me sleep. It made me drowsy and I slept...for maybe 3-4 hours, then I would wake-up crying and that was that for sleep. This went on for about 3 months. I'm now off the sleeping pills and I sleep pretty good. My eating is better as well. I had no appetite for months (lost lots of weight)
Terrified - yes I had anxiety attacks about the future, our business, that was horrible. That lasted about a month. The worst feeling ever (tried some anxiety medication, didn't really work for me). Newer, ewer do I want to experience anything like that again.
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One thing seems for sure to me, that is... they don't feel what we are feeling. There is NO WAY someone could go through the feelings that the LBS has, and continue to do this. I feel so awful.
They say that people in MLC go through pain, but they have absolutely no idea what kind of pain and devastation LBS are going through because of them.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
