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I think you could start practice talking to people. are you normally the type that doesn't go up to someone?


You could say that. I'm usually the quiet type unless I'm around friends or people that I feel comfortable with. I was at a sports store today picking something up and the girl behind the counter smiled and said hi when I first walked in, i just smiled and said hi back. Then when I got to the checkout she said hi again and I said hi and started looking at the zuzu pets for DD. She said 'are you getting one of those too?' I said 'I am, do you have a recommendation?' she said 'hmmm...I'm not sure, they do different things I think, you may want to read the box' I said 'are you saying you don't have any yourself?'. She laughed and said 'well...my son actually has a real ginneau pig'. I said oh see I was thinking of getting the zuzu pet for myself' and smiled. She laughed, I paid for it and walked out. So sometimes I can say a few silly things to strangers (only the friendly ones) but usually I keep to myself.

Speaking of the pets, I told my daughter a fairy dropped it off for her because she's being a really good girl. She wanted to know which fairy and 'for reallll?' I said I didn't see her.

FM, it's hard to act 'normal' when I constantly think I have to project some kind of an image. So maybe I should just be myself...I don't know about my good part...I don't think I have a good part smile

ST, it'd be kinda weird if I text'd her for nothing but to say 'the pie was awesome, thanks' don't you think? I over analyze everything.


Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6
Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks
Aug 2006, left again
Apr 2007, filed for divorce
Dec 2007, reunited
Mar 2010, moved out, filed again