Too Late For Us?

[mrbt]

Just thinking aloud here. As close to divorce as I am, its hard not to just toss all the DB rules out the window. And I guess that's what I have done. I am not discussing, begging, pleading, and pursuing (okay, maybe inviting her over for a glass of wine is pursuing). I am being pleasant and available. I feel I don't have much to lose at this point and don't feel like playing the game. Maybe a mistake but I am freaking' tired.

I signed the divorce papers last week; she has not signed yet. I don't know if this means anything. Maybe she is just waiting until its convenient for her. Right now I am just taking it a day at a time. I am prepared for the worse but hoping for the best.