Scared and need advice

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Hi Aver!
Well, I still haven't let him know WHEN I'm moving, or what my plans are. I just told him I don't know yet. But will let him know just as soon as I do! Probably giving too much info again.

I tell you, old habits, like talking/emailing to H are really really hard to hard to change! Even after everything. The need to edit myself (& get feedback here) is constant!

Little update: Tues. night when I let the pups (9 & 10 yr. old pups!) out , I saw a light on in the apt. (but no car). So I know H had been there. Then last night when I had the dogs out, the light was off & no car, around 10:30. But when I let them out for their final potty break about midnight, I saw lights on in the front of the apt. What a jolt it was to see that & know he was over there. It never ceases to amaze me how affected I still am by something so simple.

I'm amazed I didnt' hear his car & the dogs didn't bark. Maybe he turned his headlights off. I'm guessing he still works nights.

He also sent me this email Tuesday:
"I know we haven't talked about this but if you need to find a place temporarily while you're looking for a permanent place I can keep the dogs until that happens. Just a thought."

I still haven't told him my plans to move in w brother. I will but want to give a definite date & he's (bro) not ready for me yet. Still have to figure out what stuff I want to take, leave, & all that. Good times. I guess I just need to tell him what I want, & if he has any issues worry about it then. Like, I need a bed. He hasn't used ours in a yr. Hoping there aren't more ugly surprises as we divvy up the stuff. More stomach-churning activities ahead.

My art class was drawing. eventually I want to painting but need to buy supplies for that so starting off easy. I've actually cast bronze, in school when I took art. Very cool!

Thinking of you too. Thanks for stopping by & I'll do the same. Hope you are getting to a resolution on the house. And some peace.