Well, I will answer your last question first....I see a different person in him now than before the bomb. He doesnt take me for granted now. I do however see the "old" him back in ways. Good ways, things that disppeared during the last 3 years. I see him handle things differently. Of course he has been in therapy for over a year dealing with all of this.

My Love for him has changed. I still love him, but I too have to fall back in love with him. It is hard after all the pain, but I am just one of those people that forgive probably all too easily. Im still working on it. Every time I pass the OW on the road or see things that remind me of the pain, I try to just take my mind to somewhere else. That OW took up way too much space in my head for so long, Im not gonna let her do it anymore!

This has not been an easy 3 years...not at all! lol but I know that whether he came back or not, I would have been OK. And you will too! I guess it just takes time for most of us to figure that out.

Just keep reminding yourself that these guys will rewrite alot of history and say things that they may not mean later.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10