You're both right. I find that as things get better, the fear is what pops up the most. The fear of the other shoe waiting to drop. She is still very much in that selfish mode, so we'll see what happens when I back off a bit.
Today we're spending the day together with the kids going to a water park here that has dolphins and seals. I'll see how that goes.
This weekend she's staying at a friend's house to help with her yard sale. While I'm glad she's finally going out, she doesn't tell me who her friends are, so that also brings up the fear sometimes. It's the secrecy of the A that bothered me the most moreso than the actual act. So when I feel like she's hiding things from me, that's when I get anxious also.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
