Jeff...

Of course I do...

I don't think you can be married for 20 years/end it all/and not care on some level...

Plus he is the father of my boys....

If only for that, I care...

I am never one to shut any door...

I only go where I am guided and now I feel his time with me is over...

Who is to say what may happen sometime down the road?

I know that I am not the person I was when I joined here...

He commented that I wasn't the same person I was a year ago...

I didn't like that person - That person was fearful of everything...

I am happy within my own skin once again...

I am happy with the choices I have made...

I am happy to have my control back...

I wish him well in whatever he does and I thank him for this opportunity...

Without infidelity, I would never have known truly what a wonderful person I am capable of being. smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~