otm...thanks for your thoughts. i did respond to him briefly and said that i was glad that he hadn't left things hanging. i clearly stated that all i wanted was a chance for us to see if things could work.
i have wished so many times in the last few months that i could have the chance to sleep next to him again. we haven't shared a bed since the night my grandmother passed away and he held me all night while i cried (which was early january). even before moving out he slept on the couch or upstairs at a male friend's. i don't even have the chance to make that one cautious step that might lead to another...and it's killing me. it's been almost 3 months since we ML and i feel so physically disconnected from him it hurts.
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
