I agree that sometimes we have to try a few different solutions before we find the right one.
I have made good/decent progress and I can openly say it is hard. Damn hard. I do get tired of dealing with it sometimes. When I get fed up I force myself to stop and think of how hard it was to "get going" the first time and how I never want to be there again. If I live to be 150 I will never forget that day my mom took me to the dr and hearing my dr. call the psych and say "this is a broken woman who needs immediate help". It was truly a life altering moment for me.
If you start to feel unsafe find me here or on FB. Sometimes it feels a little better to say you feel unsafe to a person that really has lived unsafe.
