Getting started again.

[Lost Rabbit]

Dont know where to start, I am beyond fed up! Having trouble with my yard owner about paying my bills, she plans on putting my beautiful girl out in the field till I'm up to date. I'm worried sick about her, came home really down and explained how I feel to H who has just told me I'm stupid she's a horse. I honestly just don't want to be with him right now! Regardless of how sillyhe thinks I'm being me hurting his male pride is more important.. What about me? I'm afraid I just lost it and said I'm sorry I think I must have been too silly a long time ago meaning even though it wasn't said fighting for him at all... I am just hurt and very very mad at the moment, he won't ask my parents for help for her cos she's a horse and if he don't get a job it's not going to fix the problem.

Don't know what to do anymore Im all washed out!