thanks, talia. i'm doing my best to hang in there. i know i'm going to have my rough days every now and then. i am looking forward to my 30th bday party, but like i said...at the same time, it's like it's looming over my head that my H won't even be there. i'm doing my best to embrace the suck and not let it get me down. in fact, i have been complemented on how good i look no less than 5 times today. that feels pretty damn good!
no word from my H since his email yesterday saying he didn't want to leave things hanging. i'm not going to let it get to me. have plans tonight with my sister and tomorrow with a group of friends from my service trip.
sometimes i do just wish i would wake up from all of this and have a chance to work on making my marriage what i know it could be. i'm just so afraid my H won't even give us that chance.
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
