God I'm in the middle of a huge F ing breakdown at work. I keep reading the DR book and I turned to the end of the book where people have written letters to M-WD and all I want is that. I so badly want my life come back together. I want to change and I want to be strong but I so desperately want my wife to be apart of it. I will never give up, I know I wont, all i can ever see is us together. I don't care about the OM I don't care about what she has done, i just want to work it out with her. I want her back. I want my family whole. I am [censored] crying at work right now all i want to do is crawl under my damn desk. Please God help me. Give me the patience to follow your will. Help me become a better man. I know I am a good man, husband and father. Open Jessica's heart to you and have her see the mistake she is making.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
