feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Hey ST...thanks for coming by

What you have to say sounds great but wouldn't that be talking to a sane, level headed person?

I'm gonna take into consideration what everyone has said. My H is going to have to choose me and the kids or move out. It's about that time.

Passenger - Thanks I'm really trying to do some things for me but it's hard. I'm sure you know that. Every time I start to feel sad I immediately start thinking positive thoughts and I pray. My H has said a lot of ugly things to me. I remember every single one - that's the problem.

I dropped H off at airport this morning. He gave me a hug goodbye - it's sad. I feel so empty. I have the next 6 days to get some more things together. He comes back for 5 days then leaves again for another 6. We just aren't the family we used to be ever since this job

Ok my 2 things today...

1 - work out
2 - read by the pool

I'm busy organizing today - trying to keep positive and not feel sad.

Luv