I am dropping the rope. She is gone..gone...I'm so done with her it's not funny. She is a completely different person and will be this way for some time. She want's her freedom, she wants me to fund it and quite frankly has no care in world torwards me. She is only thinking about herself. So yes - rope is dropped. What I am doing right now is gathering the info that I need to prepare myself for what will more than likely happen. I do this for ME and my kids. I will more than likely have to leave the home so I am trying to figure out what I can afford, etc.
My attny feels that she will more than likely fight for the kids since it financially benefit her to have them most of the time. I should have NOT paid down the debt and given most of the money to my attny.
She is gone. She is sick and she will cause a tremendous amount of damage before she is done. I know in my heart that in a few years she will come back to appologize by them though the damage has been done. I can say right now that pushing aside the anger...I begining to feel nothing for her. Nothing. The women I married died. She is dead.
She has manipulated my oldest against me, which I understand is a common MLC trait but needless to say she has totally screwed me. I know I will survive. I know I will be better because of this. Right now I may not see it but I know at some point in the future I will rise above this sh*t. When..who knows...only God.
MLC sucks - it is a home wreaker. A destructor of any love. It really sucks.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
