flowmom | need to commit to myself

[flowmom]

Well, Zoloft is officially annoying. It's definitely waking me up prematurely in the morning and I'm losing about an hour of sleep every day...which I can't afford. I need to have a plan for how to deal with the pre-dawn stressful thoughts that start swirling before I'm even fully conscious. My sister had that experience with Zoloft as well, so I might try to switch to Celexa, the AD that worked better for her (on the assumption that we have similar biology).

I noticed that fears about an OW started popping up again yesterday. The trigger was seeing on H's facebook that he had gone to hot yoga. The suspected OW is into yoga...H did yoga years ago but hasn't in recent years.

<warning guys hormone talk below>
I'm in the zone of the month where I san expect a significant low point emotionally, so it will be interesting to see if this month is a replay of the last two ones or if the AD has kicked in enough to smooth out the trough.