I'm sitting here alone in my room, in Afghanistan, just waiting for her to email me or something. I know it won't happen, but I like it when she does. It doesn't even have to be anything significant, but just to have her acknowledge me is nice.

Just got done shedding a few tears and I feel more coming on. The next two weeks waiting to go home is going to be so hard. I just hope once I'm home with my daughters it will be easier.

Had to have a little minor surgery yesterday, so I'm unable to go to the gym and work this out. Seems like I have more difficult days when I can't work out. I pray for strength and patience.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept