..throwing him a bone every once in awhile is manageable. Thanks Pup.
Grit- H calling my home line at almost 11 o'clock at night to find a grocery store for fruit was definitely an excuse. It actually got me a little paranoid after I thought about it..the OW xboyfriend watches one of her kids on Wednesday nights..she is free to go out these nights..was he just confirming that I was at home and not checking up on him? Was he with her? I have never followed him before so he would have no reason to believe that I would. It was just so strange that he didn't call my cell..where he always calls me and he asked such a ridiculous question. I am probably just being paranoid..and not going to let this thought consume me. He hasn't given me any reason to believe he is back seeing her..and until he does- I need to not think about this stuff. Not productive.
I am going to continue to let him make contact...I am actually not having a hard time with this at all lately. It wasn't hard to get off the phone last night either. I think he is picking up on my detachment vibe..I haven't initiated contact in over a week...and have ended most of our interactions..which is different than our typical relationship dynamics..
oh..and now I just got an email from him...hmmmmmmmm. Just wanting me to read an article. I like that he is trying...no worries though..I am not going to get too excited..and also going to continue to work on myself and figure out what I want.
