She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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I talked to my W yesterday for about 30 minutes. It was nothing significant, just about the kids, my health, her health, and small talk. It was nice to speak to her after a week.

I was looking through my Facebook and cleaning out old posts. I saw messages from thanksgiving and yesterday with her saying she loved and missed me. It was right after that the bottom fell out. I wish things could be like they used to be, but I know they can't.

I wish there was some kind of magic that would make her actually enjoy seeing me when I get off the airplane. Why does this have to be so painful? I just want the family that I left back.

Sorry, this is just me being sad. It happens from time to time, and with me so close to going home it's even worse.