Waiting More Than a Dozen Years

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I realize that part of what i deal with is the sense that she might not be "OK" if I ended this.

In some ways it's like seeing you children off getting them into adualthood and then knowing that they will be OK. There is some relief in knowing that as they start their own lives.

I don't have the same sense, for whatever reason, in my marriage and I'm certainly NOT a rescuer.

The Captain