Been gone for a while trying to sort some things out. Sitch has taken a turn for the worse as W thinks she is in love with OM. She doesn't actually use the word love just says she needs him. That I'm ok with but the having him in my kids life is tuff. For some reason I can't accept the fact that I have no influence on my kid's life. I try and do everything possible to protect them and every possible chance she gets OM is hangin at her house. I wish I was completely ignorant of the facts and statistics of the damage this does to children. I wish I could ignore the fact that she doesn't care enough about them to wait. I wish I didn't know that this new relationship won't last and that this is one more loss my kids will have to endure.
On the divorce front things are getting ugly. W has lost total control of her L. He's sending hate mail to my L accusing her of all kinds of malfeasance. He wants this to go to trial. Says he's going to have me deposed, etc. My response is go for it. See ya in court. Maybe we can talk about the current situation with the OM and my kids. Maybe we can talk about me having 75% custody. How about Ms. Bart paying some child support. How about court supervised visitation. How about several instances of abuse on my 12 year old daughter. Do we need to look at the number of times she has failed to honor the agreement we have in place.
Yes. I know I'm angry. Don't mess with my kids.
_________________________ Me-41 W-39 M-15 yrs T-17 yrs D-12 S-9 S-8 B 5/08 S 1/09
