Doc, I'm at a loss of what to do. My situation is confusing. I don't know if things are improving, or not. I don't know if my efforts are helping the R, myself, or both. My W's actions are communicating something, but I don't know what.
I think I'll sleep in the guest room tonight. I've committed to the Hustle Formation team, so I'll see it through. I'll do it for me, even though I did it for my W.
I'm glad I'm back in church and reading religious authors, as I need something to keep myself grounded, so I can keep a pure heart and clear head during this phase. A pure heart and clear head are what's most important, always.
I'm disappointed that the R isn't in a better place.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
