Jasper, guess i was feeling sorry for myself. It didn't help that I snooped and well saw that she made a comment on his FB page talking about a new photo of him. BLECH. Dude is douche.


I really need to stop snooping. I made a huge step today and deleted the key logger that I have on my comp and I mean deleted it. I don't even have the install file any more. I am tired of abusing myself. My patience has waned(sp) a bit this past week. I dont know why I abuse myself like that. I could make a manner of excuses but I know it is really just to torture myself. GRRRRR. Some one slap me!

I have been keeping busy with art though, I have started to sketch more and more and a friend has asked me to do some logo designs for her clothing line. Which I will get paid for. WOOOHOOO my first paying job art-wise.


I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.

Like:
D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30

"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."