More than anything I need to connect with my h emotionally.... I don't even know how to do this? I feel as if we will never be to that point again to even talk about more than just small chit chat about nothing.
I actually feel like he wants me to fight for our m. When we talked the other day he just sat there looking lost and he said he didn't know what to do. I asked him "if he needed someone to tell him what to do" and he said "yes". I told him I couldn't do that for him and that I never could. He said I always could tell him what to do. I asked him, "so if I tell you to march in the house right now and stay would you do it"? He said "probably". WTF?
I keep thinking of this and it just keeps reminding me how lost he is. I sure hope he finds a map soon.
M 35, husband 35 M 10 Limbo 9/2009-12/2010 he left for his moms and came home way to many times to count Home 12/2010-present
