WAW Using God II

[pigskin]

We talked about her email from last night today.

She definitely is taking responsibility; she knows she is doing wrong. There is no denial on her part.

One alarming thing she said before we got into the discussion was that she thought Satan may be speaking through me in order to keep her from joining God through baptism. This was BEFORE I explained to her that I did NOT think she was not ready. Note she said she didn't think I was evil, just that he may have worked through my words. Somehow I kept from falling to the floor. But I have to keep it in perspective, my W has said she feels like she's drinking from a fire hose with all the information on Christianity she's trying to process.

Luckily we got that ironed out with a brief discussion of how I felt. She said it made her feel a lot better. She seemed to confirm that she is giving herself to God through the baptism so that He can help her. I told her if that is true then I can support it wholeheartedly.

She also gave me a bible passage she read dealing with struggling with sin.

So for a woman who has "made up her mind" she's still being thrashed about by God. I think she reaches for Him with one hand and pushes Him away with the other...