About Ready To Throw In The Towel

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I need to go to nieces bday party not only for my niece but for me. I get along fine with in laws. They have told me that what ever happens between W and me, I am still part of the family. You are still there uncle. They don't understand why shes doing what shes doing.

I think after this weekend I am going dark. I have had contact with W couple times a week since being seperated. That was because of D playing sports. Thats all over now so maybe by going dark for awhile maybe she will begin to miss me. It is about the only thing I have not tried yet.