I didn't send him the email. No need anymore. He brought it up again in person yesterday.
Last night we went to a business networking function together. I picked him up we talked about D16 while driving and then he said "I e-mailed you a letter from my dad, I'm not sure if you are still interested in my family". I said "Of course I'm interested, just because you decided to leave us doesn't mean that I'm going to forget about your family, they are my part of my & D16 life and always will be. He started to cry. BTW he still didn't tell his dad that he left us. No guts I guess, his dad is a minister and will disapprove.
He brought up the email again and said that he'd sent it because he wanted me know how he feels and he said "Please believe me I will do anything in my power to make the business work"
I'm starting to think that he is just panicking that I may leave the business... that's why the desperate "trust me" pleas.
We actually had good time together last night, just like in the old days. Before the meeting we went to a wine bar for a glass of red wine while practicing his "speech" for the meeting. We were relaxed, making jokes, laughing. The networking meeting was good talked to lots of people. At the end he said "I forgot how good you are with people, they really like you". It was like he didn't know me and just saw me for the first time. Very strange...
When I got home there was an email from him:
Thank you for coming to network with me, I feel good about going. Watching you talking with people, only confirmed how good you are with people. You relate to them and they like you. Thanks again.
I'm not confused, I have no expectations, I'm just amazed how FU he is right now.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
