Thanks guys, I am wondering what kind of vibes I give out because I am not in such a bad place, I mean not worse than before at least. Granted my dizzy spells are driving me crazy and that I am noticing signs of depression (I mean everybody is depressed why cant I be depressed as well, right?), that my dad is fighting cancer and my mom has been really sad, the rest such as my kids, my work, etc are ok.
You don't seem like you're in a bad place Kalni. It just sounds like it's hard to deal with the insecurity of piecing on top of the stress of worries about your parents. Everyone wants reassurance when life foundations are shaken, and a parent being seriously ill is one of those times. Your body is giving you feedback and I'm glad that you're able to listen.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
