Invinceable

[mishka422]

I am pulling them together very S L O W L Y.....:)

Mom is home, I went and bought a transport chair for her yesterday so I could get her in the door. I managed to pull a muscle in my back trying to get it in the front door. I definitely need to get a ramp. She's weak, unable to get out of bed on her own or to the bathroom or her chair. It's awful that she is stuck because I'm not home but I really have no choice.

I just got the number of a hospice care that might be able to point me in another direction for more assistance. We'll see.

I'll be honest, there is a part of me that wanted her to be put in an inpatient facility just so I could have some time off and actually be able to take Marc somewhere during his spring break. I feel so bad that he has to not have any fun because I'm stuck. Of course, then I feel bad because I would even think that. This is my lot in life and I have to accept it......*sigh*